mom surrounded by her grandchildren on Mother's Day
I hate to say it but I have more crappy news today. The dumb doctors didn't take a full scan of my mom's brain the last time she met with them...like 3 weeks ago. So she was approved for the study. Well she went in to do the paper work for the study and was told she needed to do a brain scan first.
IT'S IN HER BRAIN:(
Now she no longer qualifies for the study (now that we've wasted a whole month just waiting around for the stupid doctors). She has to be operated on as soon as possible. However there is a possibility that the cancer in her brain is inoperable. In that case we stick to chemo and just hope for a miracle (and I'm sick and tired of saying that but it seems that is our only hope right now).
I'm frustrated with the doctors and with this whole situation. I'm tired of only hearing bad news. I feel so out of control. I pray my guts out and know that God's will will be done anyway so what's the point. (No I'm not losing my faith or testimony, I'm just mad)
We are having another fast beginning Saturday evening into Sunday. She goes in for an MRI on Sunday evening at 7:00 pm. If you would like, please fast with us. It seems we need all the faith and support we can get right now.